OH MY GOSH I wanted to delete a few old blog posts but ended up deleting everything D: oh wells all those useless rants are meaningless and boring anyways.

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Yea it's 1 day before CTs but somehow my mind is filled with all sorts of non-exam related thoughts.

I MISS MY GRANDMA T.T

My dad just called her yesterday and it suddenly struck me how long I haven't called her and how long the idea of calling her didn't cross my mind. I guess school work and all other random stuff are not valid excuses. Ever since the day she left I told myself that I would do my best so that I won't regret not being nice enough to her when the day finally comes but I keep on forgetting my promise.

Haiz I am super tired of my life now.

"I am only living and working hard now because I know that there are still people who need me and care about me." (quoting huiying and ruoxi)

Thank you to all my friends who added so much joy to my life and gave me so much motivation! Without you guys I would just be an empty shell.

Yea which reminds me I should really start reconnecting with old friends. Yay outings after CTs!

Hopefully life would be better when school reopens (and exam starts). Good luck for CTs!